The most disappointed perfomance or presentation...

Stage performance..
Was nt something new or fresh to me...
I am quite used to being on stage for singing, dancing, or playing (instruments)

10th May 2009...
It was mother's day celebration in my church...
And the whole team together with me in the team prepared a song--'MUM' especially for our mothers to appreciate them..
We are called to present a card and sing the song...

But...
It was nearly time for presentation...
My heart fell to the bottom of the mountain...
My mum was still nt in the hall yet...
I called her... she said waiting for dad to take a bath then come out...
So i went up the stage...
With a smile...
But my eyes are on the door... Staring and waiting that will she saw this performance...

I kept waiting...
Till my turn to say something to her...
But she's nt here...
I jz say few lines and i broke into tears while talking...

How sad that she cant see my performance again...

Thanks to Carissa, Charissa, Boo Lim, Aunty Camy, Aunty Adelene and other ppl who have supported me when im sad... Thx...

I still rmbr something Rachel told me that day...
She asked... why u're crying... ur mom wasn't there?
I nodded...
She said:

She's just not here for the performance... U can still wish her when u meet with her... It's nvr too late yet...