He is nt like tat when i first met him... He was changed...

haiz...
Charissa... is still the thing bout ong kah chun again...

i jz nw sent him a message in msn... i said hi and so on... he said tat he is bz watching naruto.. and called me a bitch... he called to nt to disturb him and make him pc lag.. i was like... 'WAT?! me again?!'

fine... i'm already used to it... but tat dat he suddenly came to msn and sent me a message... he was jz like repenting... my mom asked me wat happened to me and him... 'nothing'... she called me to take care of him... then bring him to church lah... blah blah blah... i jz said ok...

my heart was thinking 'as if he will listen to me like last time? like NEVER!' uhh... i cant reach the goal... anyway...

shud i forgive him or nt... my frens are mostly againts him nw... and tat day pastor jz said forgive everyone... the first name tat came to my mind was his name... haiz... maybe God called me to forgive... i dun wan to disobey... but how??? i forgive him he also like tat... haiz... dunno wat to do...

My sister... My sister... AGAIN!!!!

every single time!!!! jz noe how to think bout my SISTER!!!
so wat??!?
i noe im nt as good as her in badminton... her badminton fee doesn't cost u a lot... its still cheap even though u have to pay for the tournament's regristration fee...
i noe tat my piano lesson fee cost u a hand and a leg... plus my exam fee u will RUN OUT of CASH!!!!

so wat if she's better than me... im still ur son right??!!
she wan buy this and that... "OK!"
when i jz wan a pair of new shoe which i've lost it like for nearly 3 years... "Why so expensive... dun need buy yet lah"

ok... let me tell u... she bought a new badminton bag... which cost RM1xx
i wanted to buy a pair of shoe... jz hundred plus... and she dun let... she can give her buy things she wanted... like YONEX shirt... pants... skirt... and wateva stuffs...
but I CAN'T!!!!

i noe im nt better than her in sports... i noe my talents costs more money to develop than hers.... u cant blame me tat i have talents in music right?!!

ENOUGH OF IT!!! always take care of her emotionally... physically and mentally...
wat about me??!?!!! im still alive as ur son!!!!
u doesnt care bout wat i feel... wat i think.... and even wat i want... always scolding me for this and that!!! never think bout my feelings!!!! fck!!!!

stop always sighting on her u bitch!!!!

This might be the worst holiday EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

when i thin of holiday... i will think of all my frens... hagging out together... play together... and most of all... HAVE FUN TOGETHER! this would be my ideal holiday... going out with frens during tournaments outstation...

but this year.. i think everythings gonna take a change...
first... i din get to go to KL last week... because she PURPOSELY choose to gpo for the tournament in Alor Star... and i need to go to the Tadika Superkids Graduation to help out... and i got scolded like a fuckin' thousand times...
*thx to my sister... she dun wanna go... and i cant follow to the tournament*

next... i wanted to go to Muar on 20th of Dec till the 26th... and my mom dun let me go again!!! she says tat its on Christmas and I shud stay for the celebration... and Aunty Li Li also told me tat there will be a presentation on the 20th of Dec...
after my mom heard tat there's a presentation... she objected even stronger!!! most of my frens are goin to Muar... and i cant go...

then... my parents called me to go to KL but for another tournament with my SISTER!!!! my sister choosed to go to KL this time... she said she dun wan go Muar... but this time the registration fees are kinda expensive... and most of them are NOT GOING!!!!
*cant blame them either because its really expensive*
my parents give me go to KL this time... but my friends are not goin either... WAT DA FUCK I GO???!!?!!!

another thing is i wanted to have my hair coloured... and my fckin' parents say no!!!! i wonder wat harm will i get if i jz put a bit of colour???!!! be open minded a bit lah!!! STUPID!!!!

This cannot... That cannot... u wan me holiday do wat???!?! go work meh??!?
WAIT LONG LONG LAH!!!!
always call me WORK WORK WORK!!!! fck ah???!!!
go eat shit lah!!!!

Another post after a long whole week...

ahh.... its been a week since i last post my blog...

as u noe, for me to sit in front of my pc to post a blog is kinda difficult for me... haha... because im too lazy and i dont think im so good in blogging... XD

anyway... feel so relaxing after finish helping with the TADIKA SUPERKIDS GRADUATION...
its A BIT fun on the real day... BUT it was nt during the rehersals!!!! *urghh*
i was scolded like damn freak a thousands times and i was jz pissed off by that woman... !!!! *EFF YOU SEE KAY*
somehow... i dun feel like helping out anymore... not even any benefits i got frm this... *F*

it was kinda busy these few days because of the graduation thing and also there's a tournament goin on this week... so i was nt at home for like a whole day... the tournament jz ended few hours ago.. and my sister got 2nd in the singles and my fren also gt 2nd in his doubles... kinda boring because some of my friends went to kl for another tournament.. haiz... i cant go because of the stupid graduation thingy tat sucks~~

i jz recieve a msg frm Aunty Li Li (my church praise and worship director) tat we'll be having a Christmas presentation on the 20/11/2008... i was like quite happy... but im also sad because i have to cancel the trip to muar for another tournament... haiz... sad... i cant go to muar (20-26/11/2008) and also the prefects trip (16-20/11/2008)... im vry sad...

im also happy beacuse i think this will be a singing or sign language presentation and i'll be playing the piano... oh man... i dunno can i cope with it... haiz... as this will be the first time im playing for a presentation.... XD...

and my friend Charissa is so in love with his bf... haha... even though we are all helping for the graduation... she always talk to her bf on the phone for so damn long... wat a pair of love birds *chirp chirp*
her bf also talked to me... the comments from him which i heard frm charissa is tat im vry nice and good to talk with... *i dun really feel tat* anyway... i havent seen him before neither a photo of him... haha... wanted to see how's my best friend's partner look like... haha...

ok then... i'll post till here first.. hope i can update my blog ALWAYS~~ till then... bye~~